Ostara-Equin0x

If you want like actual art updates and updates in general im seriously way more active *slightly lol* On my twitter account. Honestly I love DA i do cause there are artist on here i really like that post mostly on here so i use it to follow up with them but im never around here that much any more other than that reason . So give me a follow over on my twitter account if ya like . My twitter

Me



It's me because i have no self control. 

I love how i post a journal being all like YO IM BACK AFTER 4 MONTHS WOOHOO. But that's like usually never what happens SOOOOOOO. I dont know whats going on lol. A lot of weird stuff really but I changed my user name to match all myother medias now. I used to be Dirty andy on twitter now its all the same across the board. Changing stuff up every now and again helps me feel a bit motivated too so its nice . 

I dont really have much to talk about other than things i wanna try and do in the future. I definitely wanna try and get back into drawing full time. . .part time? ? ?i dunno i have a job but i need to work on art too so. I wanna be able to do commissions again, maybe start youtube? ? ? Not for any profit but just for fun of course. 

Im going back to school for graphics tech so Im gonna HAVE to draw and it helped me a lot in the past to keep drawing so im hoping school will motivate me again! But yeah.

And uhh. . .trying to get a car, and a new job lol. So thats fun. 

Uuhhhgjtnhrdjkgnlfd I dunno what else soo. I guess just. . .stay tuned me whole 25 followers on here lmao . Love you guys <3 Be safe 

I swear haha. I'm just gonna put this here real quick since i havn't drawn, or updated in the past 2 and a half months. It's been a very shitty time, and ive been dealing with some not so fun depression since after christmas. And on top of all that my dad went to the hospital after being badly injured, but is now doing better. But at the time it still took me back a few steps. My home has become and uncomfortable place to be so sitting down to draw has become just as difficult as ever. I hope to try and get out of this funk after going away for 4 days out of state to see one of my best friends. Hopefully i can come back refreshed and inspired again so I can actually do what i love doing most. 

im not really looking for sympathy, just wanted to explain whats going on! im feeling pretty okay most of the time , just motivation is hard to come by. So yeah, thank you and have a wonderful day! <3

I've been going back and forth whether or not I should bother posting a journal today , I'm not as active as I'd like to be, on any kind of social media in general. But deviant art kinda holds a special place in my heart (how ever indifferent I feel about the website in general) And i should try to take more effort to reach out to people and be more interactive with some of the awesome people I've briefly met. 

I want to be able to just have normal conversations with people 
Yell at them about how much I love their art (cause let's be real good art is GUD) 
and just generally stick around to ask about people's day.

Blah~ Im pretty much rambling at this point. I'm trying to get over all these issues i have and open up more to the world around me 
but yeh, if there's anyone who ever wants to talk don't be shy, im a shy noodle too but I love any messages I receive from anyone <3